Wednesday, July 28, 2010
{ 10:18 AM }
Currently , wasn ' t feeling that well. Down with a fever :( And darn it , ma nose is currently like a running tap , eyes are all watery , keep on sneezing like nobody ' s business..
Darn ! Hate this feeling !! Very very sukish !
Anyways , went Swimming and celebrated Sakina ' s 19th birthday. An was being so sweet , carrying the birthday cake towards Sakina. Ahahs ! :DD
Okayy , end of my blog journey. Off to bed now. Get well soon nik ! Ahahs ! To mama , thanks for lending abg the sweater. Love you and papa. I miss adekk :(
Currently listening to When it rains by Paramore.
Till Here. - imy.
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
{ 6:57 PM }
Hello people.. I.ve got a very random poem here. Enjoyy ! ;DD
My love is the sun , That lights our way. With it's brilliant rays , That light your darkest days.
My love is the moon , In the still of the night. While the stars are shining so beautiful and so bright. As they flash and simmer , With the twinkle in your eye.
When the daylight comes. My love is your bluest cloud. My love is the rain drops...
Pouring down through the mist , when we're together. It's a wonderful bliss.
I ' m that knight in shining armour.. And my love is my sword. I will protect you from any evil horde.
My love leaves that blow in the wind. As i tell you i love you. Time and time again. A lover and a best friend i am.. And i promise you. My love is yours .
Yours until the day i die.
Till Here.
Monday, July 26, 2010
{ 1:11 AM }
I ' m not quite sure bout what to blog here. Actually , i ' ve got some things to share.. Well , i guess i ' m just trying to let it all out. So anyways , here it goes ,,
Dear Whoever ,
I knew that 'you' are gonna get hurt. Badly.. Very. And be hurt by who. I know.. And , Only papa was the first person i told. But i kept quiet and keep it to myself. Cos i don.t wish , 'you' to have negative thoughts about me. So i tried to back off. And the other day when i get to know bout almost everything , what had happened.. I 'm all fucked up.
I was indeed disappointed in 'you'.. For making the wrong decision plus i ' m pissed with her. Cos after what she has done to most girls alright. Wtf ! were you trying to do , babe. Im not trying to side anybody here , im telling you. Am a butch , am a female. So are you , a butch? and , so are they , girls !
But why do you love to get those girls hurt ? Just playing around and not faithful to one ? Whyy ??
I thought we understand them better. ''Born with one heart and it ' s supposed to half it by two. One for yourself and one for your someone special''. Done ! You get it ?
Well , I hope , 'you' will learn from your mistakes. Never to do those shyt again. And i.ve told 'you' before remember ?
Think and not just follow those feelings so much. Do this not for anyone else but for yourself k. Yourself is indeed way much precious than anything else.. Well , i hope 'you' heed my lecture.
'' Face down , she said. This doesn ' t hurt , she said , 'I finally had enough' ,, Do you feel like a man when you push her around ? Do you feel better now , as she falls to the ground ? Well i ' ll tell you my friend , one day this world ' s going to end as your lies crumble down....''
Anyway on a brighter note ,,
Ahahs ! Yesterday , went out to Jurong Point. Mama papa fiq juliet eerah and maya..ouhh , and of course myself ! :DD
I was late again ! Hahh..as always.
Sorry hor !
O yea , and bumped into Az.. Waited for Fiq to arrive.
BlahBlahBlahBlah... Fiq came , so they went to buy their dinner. And i wasn ' t feeling hungry.
Went to the nearest Rc. Chilled there. We started of , quite okay , kecohh. Mid , people started to get quite emotional. Lastly , managed to ease the situation back to normal. Left Rc at around , 9 30pm.
BlahBlahBlah..
Wave to mama and juliet. They ' re taking train (:
Papa eerah maya fiq and myself board the bus. Papa took 172 if not wrong. So the four of us took 187. Maya was the clown of the day. Fiq and i couldn ' t stop laughing at maya ' s jokes..
Reached home at around , 10 plus plus..
Till Here !
And btw , to her. Why Black Rose eh ? Cos Black rose is actually referring to myself :DD
Saturday, July 24, 2010
{ 11:23 AM }
Definition of love by Nik Aiman( Pt 1 ),,
Hmm , actually idk how to phrase it. Nevermind , will try my best here :D
When you love , adore , admire , respect , care for & appreciate that special somebody in your life. No matter how much people try to discourage you or tell you otherwise of them. Cos ,, they ' re perfect to you. Regardless of their imperfections or past mistakes & experiences. And , actually they mean more to you than anything & you ' ll do anything & everything to make them happy cos the may you happy ! One word : SOULMATE..
Anyways , what ' s up today ??
Ahahs ! And yes , went to watch Kude Kepang at Cck Park with fiq , nur , maya and eerah. Kumpulan Sapto. (:
Was supposed to me fiq and nur at around 2 40pm. But was late ! Sorry :(
Hah , but nasib dorg taq mrh. We walked from lot to Cck Park. Wasn ' t that far as i thought it would be.
When we reached , the atmosphere was.. Idk , speechless i guess. Rindu tngk kude kepang !
Watched the first performance. Which is the ladies group. Rabakk , hardcore sakk. I lykee :D
And break for awhile..
We smoked , chilled..
Continue watching , when the second group gonna perform. Ahahs , the guys group. Okay okay for their performance. And that was when maya and eerah came. ((:
When was at that scence , saw most of my lot 1 friends. Didn.t know that Alim is actually , bdk Sapto. Hahh.. Andd , saw Bo-bo. Shytt.. I didn ' t expect to see my 'braders' there. Andak too was there. Nevemind..
After kude kepang-ing , went down straight to Rc by bus. Met mama and papa there. Then came an and chomel. Slacked and gerek at around 10 plus.
Bus-ed home with Eerah. Okayy , that ' s all for today ' s post.. I miss adek. ))':
Till Here - imy..
Friday, July 23, 2010
{ 11:07 PM }
I ' m out to watch Kude Kepang at Cck park with Nur and Fiq !
And after that go straight to rc meet mama. I hope papa pn tron uh. Okayy ! Will update more later tonight ! Got to go ! Cheers :DD
{ 9:32 AM }
Blog has been updated. New skin , new post. Amcm okayy taq skin nie ?? Ahahs ! Simple and nice (:
Been thinking of what to blog about. Aiyaa , don ' t know where to begin uhh.
Yesterday , rot at home. And it was COOL ! haha.. Knocked out freaking early. Was feeling damn tired and sleepy cos only get 4 hours of sleep. So yea.
So , woke up at around 10 plus plus in the morn. Showered , breakfast , tv-ing , lyrics-ing , guitar-ing.. Boringggggg !
4/5pm plus went woodlands rc.. Went slacking..duhh ! Nothing much bout it.
O yea ! 23rd : To Juliet and mama. 'Happy 1 month of friendship.'
Cabbed home with Fiq , Chomel and Nur. Mama and papa and the rest , train-ed home i guess. And adek kari , imy )):
'Homed' at 1105. Washed up , fb-ing , and music-ing.. Currently listening to : i live my life for you By Firehouse. My fav song and it ' s meaningful :DD
If i am an angel , i must have wings to be able to fly.
If i am an angel , i must love and dislike.
If i am an angel , i must live and not die.
If i am an angel , i must choose who stays.
If i am an angel , i can guide people along their way.
If i am an angel , i do right and not wrong.
If i am an angel , how do i find my way 'home' ?
Till Here.
Over It - lemohC.
Thursday, July 22, 2010
{ 2:26 AM }
Went st james , powerhouse last night. Enjoyed ourself like hell.
Went there alone and met my 'brader' , Chucky and Sky Pendek inside. Danish wasn ' t there last night as her gf was not feeling well so she took care of her and stayed at home.
Mimi and her cousin came slightly later. Met wawa , zhy , shanky , yulia and friends.. Omgayy ! 'The Powerhouse is being infested with butches !' Ahahs , dulu kunchu melayu yg slalu naek ph cume ktr 3 , chucky danish nik. Now ?? Haiyaa.. And btw i miss the PL couple , Angel and Siti. Grrrgh ! Hahh..
Drank a little too much , Dance and enjoyed myself.. Woahh !
Me , mimi and cousin left 'ph' at about 3 45am. Took our stuffs from the locker and waited for zhy , wawa and their girlfriends at The Boiler Room. Slacked outside Harbourfront for a while and while was slacking , the musibottt pnye 'anjing' came. Kena screen plak. Haha. Cos there were 15 of us gathering together. It took us almost half an hour cos one the girl who was with us was being questioned by the 'anjing-s'..don ' t know don ' t care. So yea.
Anyway at 5 plus went Seah Im to have our breakfast. Finally ! Here i come my prata telor !! Hahah x)
O , btw wawa ! Mulot kaw yg paling bising among us tao bile mkn. At least aku diam , table manners doh. Mimi , half way mkn touch up make up.. Lol. One table , the kecoh-ness couldn ' t be describe. Sumpah klakar gyle :DD
And after which , me mini cousin zhy and gf took the bus from the interchange. The rest took the Mrt i guess. Zhy and gf took idk what bus. Mimi and cousin took 188. And i board 963 and condemn inside , all the way to bukit panjang. Tired.
Reached home at around 7 30am , go changed washed up and zZzZZ..
Today not going anywhere. Rot at home i guess.
P.s , i.ve a poem..
It.s a little like heaven.
A little like hell.
The things that you feel.
Only you can tell.
The warmth in your eyes.
The smile in your heart.
The tears and the crying.
As soon as you part.
The wanting the needing.
The feeling like hell.
The loving and laughing.
Each sound each smell. Imy.
Till here. Cheers !
Sunday, July 18, 2010
{ 10:41 PM }
The time now is about 120pm. Woke up today at around 1240 , and thought of posting this up. Idk why.. Had a dream last night. And it was about You. But it was just a dream. I hope the dream i dreamt would come true.
You ' re the air that i need.
The song in my head.
The beat to my heart.
My wish on a star.
My dream come true and ,
I hope that it ' s not too late to say , i love you..
Currently listening to Everybody In Love by JLS.
Till here.
{ 9:50 AM }
I.m back to blogging. Nothing much to blog about anyway.
Just came back from Chua Chu Kang , Lot 1. Yesterday , woke up at about 7 in the morning. was feeling so semangat to watch papa and friends playing soccer at cck street soccer court.
Got up. Had ma shower. And..BREEEE~ so cold ! Not used to waking up early in the morning and have ma shower :( Hahs. O , then groomed myself up and off i left the house.
Met Eerah inside the Lrt towards cck. And then , that was when i get to know from Eerah that the Game has been cancelled due to idk some reasons. Anyway , alight at cck , and went straight to the hall at blk 130. Meet up the soccer friends,, mama papa and juliet was already there.
So went slacking instead. Lol !..
After about half an hour or more , we went macdonals to have our breakfast at cck cc. After which went to the pondok at Teck Whye blk 118 to slack there.. At about 2 plus , me papa mama and eerah went to fetch adek !
Cuace today was so suckish and , idk why everyone was so moody , even juliet..idk why. Nah , nvm. Got myself wet , played in the rain and my hair become soOo masai. Haha !
And by the way , like what papa told me , 18th Sunday. 'A very bad bad day.' some things happened in only a day.. Shan.t elaborate further and so we chilled till 8/9 plus..
So went to each other.s ways. Bye byee !! :( imy.
Left me , adek and papa. Slacked awhile at lot to have a cup noodle. And happens that , i met my bdk lepak. Jonathan. Chit chatted for a while and gerak at about 1030 i guess..
Bus-ed to home , bp. Feeling exhausted. Reached home at about 1100 i guess , x.x'
Expressing this feeling about You..
In this world full of hurt and pain.
There's someone who would help you thru the rain , to comfort you when you're sad. Doing everything just to make you glad.
In this world , there.s a brave knight.
Who would never give up any fight. A knight who would dry away your tears and telling you to overcome your fears.
There.s a knight , who loves you for who you are. With that someone , there.s nothing more you need to hide. A person who will still be standing strong , even everything has gone wrong.
That knight who is willing to give you more. Cos i'm that someone , the 'knight in shining armor'. - 'juliet , imy'.
Okay ! Till here , peee-polee !! :DD
Cheers - Aiman.
Friday, July 16, 2010
{ 9:29 AM }
Lately , i.ve been busy.. Hence i seldom blog. So yea. Anyway , i.ve just came back from our 'family outing'. Hahs. Went slacking with soccer friends at Woodlands Rc.
Mama(fiqah) , papa(fieza) and adek(kari) is my 2nd family. All of us are ladies. kari and i , is their daughterson. Hahah ! And mama ! i don.t want to have another adek.
Today was me and adek's first wish for our Family.. And yea , we both feels glad that we.ve said out our wishes to mama and papa. I love you both !(: Mama is the sweetest lady i.ve ever met. And papa is indeed a very understanding young woman. And Kari is the best adek i have in this world.. Uncle and Auntie pn best ! :D
**Anyway...
Ever since the first time we talked. All i can do is think about you. I have you in my heart and if you listen closely .. You can hear it beat for you. It beats stronger everyday. When i speak to you..know that i'm sincere with my words. I'll try my best way i can , to show you that i need you bad. Look me in the eye and tell me you understand them. You.ll never the true meaning of my words. I won't repeat myself , and i'll be fluent with my thoughts , like these ones for you and it.s crazy cos it all happened so fast. I'm living in the moment cos I fear what the future might bring. Listen to me so you know i'm real. But don.t just listen and then forget. Know that my words are one of a kind. I.m trying my hardest. I need you to compose on all of the past. Live in the moment with me , so we can start off on a new path. - Juliet you.re not forgotten. Imy.
Till here. Cheers !
My Lover. My Life. My Shorty. My Wife.