Sunday, January 31, 2010
{ 9:15 PM }
I'm not supposed to love you.
I'm not supposed to care.
I'm not supposed to live my life,
Wishing that you were there.
I'm not supposed to wonder,
Where you are and what you do.
But I'm sorry, I really can't help myself.
Cause I think I'm in love with you.
I do.Here's a short poem. Expessing myself :DD
I Thought Of You:I thought of you and how you love this beauty,
And walking up the long beach all alone
I heard the waves breaking in measured thunder
As you and I once heard their monotone.
Around me were the echoing dunes, beyond me
The cold and sparkling silver of the sea,
We two will pass through death and ages lengthen
Before you hear that sound again with me.Leaving this blog dusty again. I've been really busy this few days cause currently , I've just started working at IR , (Resort World Sentosa) as a casual labour but lately , have been thinking of requesting to be a full-timer worker which means my pay will be around , 1.2 :DD. BOOM !
Friends been trying to persuade me to be free on this coming Saturday. Why ? Going clubbing oviously. Probably at St James -.-
I won't promise you guys anything yet alright ? cause i'm not sure if i'll be working on that day. Hope you guys , understand. Okay ? (;
And...
you guys will be seeing me much lesser in the day too , but might be able to see me slacking around lot after work at night. Somewhere around the smoking area or near the "7-11". So yea. Go find me there !?(:
March Babies ??
Hmm , Zhy , my sister , myself and.... ??
Alright , i don't know anymore.
Mine falls an the 19th.
Zhy's on the 28th.
So , thought of making a birthday surprise for Zhy. She's turning 23 this year :)
Been thinking of celebatring it at a Chalet , the one at Wild Wild Wet(Costa Sand Resort).
Things are now slowly been planned. Wanna make that day to be a memorable one for Zhy :)
Before i forget talking bout birthdays :
29.JANUARY.2010
HAPPY BELATED 17TH BIRTHDAY TO SITI SARINA BTE ABAS !(:Till here.
Love N!k Vac!ous.
Labels: Keep your eyes locked on mine.
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
{ 9:23 PM }
Look right into my eye and say what exactly you felt inside.
Open your heart to me.
I just wanna try to be close to you.
Everytime , i close my eyes.
It's you i see.
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
{ 7:45 PM }
Alright , back to blogging...
Sorry for not updating my blog. Was actually feeling freaking lazy to do so.haha -.-"
Seeing friends all around me has gone back to school. Darn!I really wanna go back to school mann. Did apply for some courses in ITE , BUT! didn't get into the first course that i wanted. Which is the Fitness. That is why im sill like got nowhere to go. No destination.Haha -.-"
O , yea life ?
Well , im still going cool. I'll find a new job if my previous manager doesn't want me to come back to pizzahut. I'm cool.
Love?
Haha.. Not much comment about it. It has been 2 years plus that i've stayed single. O should i say , it's going to be nearly 3 years now i guess. Yes. Do date around , But still my love is still no open for someone yet. I prefer to stay single at the time being rather than being in a relationship and all those stuff. Not because that i'm not a faithful kinda person. i do but , it's just that this heart is numb. Don't really feel the love inside me. So yea. Sorry. I can't accept anything yet. I hope people out there do understand my situation that i'm in. I'm someone who doesn't like to rush in relationship by the way. So i guess , till here. :DD
Wings To Fly
How can I always lend a hand
But ignore the cries within myself
It brings me joy to bring you a smile
But my emptiness still sits up on the shelf
Inside my heart will always bleed
But I will never let it be shown on my face
Only the tear that falls down my cheek
Will give you a glimpse, a shadow, a trace
I suffocate when I try to breathe
The chains you gave won't let my body go
I have dreams, and needs, and wants
My body is numb, I think maybe you should know
I struggle with my demons each day
You feed them while you slowly watch me die
Please let me be and please set me free
I want to smile as I look up at the sky
I want the moon to brighten the night
I want the clouds to pass me on by
I want the stars to guide me to heaven
And I want wings to life me and fly
My Lover. My Life. My Shorty. My Wife.
