Kiss me and you will see stars. Love me and I will give them to you.

Friday, April 24, 2009 { 12:55 AM }

Bahh !! haha ;D
There's alot to blog about. Don't know where to began... -.-"

Alright, let's talk my life then yeah ?
Mmmm... my life wonderful. Haha !
Mom and dad already know that i'm crooked.
Great ! Sooooo, it's not a secret anymore !
Yes, i am different for the rest of my other siblings.
Can't You See ?????

BlahBlahBlahhh.....

And again,
I got fine by the HSA...
Ouh, this is my 2nd time got caught. Fine 300 bucks.
Well, it's not really a big DEAL for me.
Today, i went to Tecky to meet OM and to show him the letters...
AND i'll be back in school next week, Monday !!
Great !! Can't wait. Really :))

After that, i went to the "pondok" and waited for my peeps.
They left school at about 1.15 plus. Phewww... it took me like forever waiting for them. haha..
Soooo,, we (Ayu, Nad, Susan, Afiq and I) went to Faiz place to slack for awhile :)
We did some crazy stuff there. Faiz cook for us too. Yummmy !!
Then...blahblahblah.. go home -.-"

(This is a song composed by me and my buddy, Eric)

Hold Me Tight, Don't Let Go:

(Verse 1)
I see your face, see your eyes
I see you smiling at me..
at me.

All these words deep inside,
My heart is screaming..
Screaming.

(Chorus)
I want you to know
That i still love you, i miss you
I want you to know
That i still love you, i miss you

All my life i've been waiting
For someone to fall for me...
For me.

(Chorus)
I want you to know
That i still love you, i miss you (x2)

Hold me tight, Don't let go (x2)

(Chorus)
I want you to know
That i still love you, i miss you
I want you to know
That i still love you, i miss you

I want you to know
That i still love you, i miss you
I want you to know
That i still love you, i miss you
I want you to know
That i still love you, i miss you
I want you to know
That i still love you, i miss you...

The End...
.................................................

(Ouhh ,, WAIT !! Before i end, I got this short poem :).. And it's random -.-
Title : I want )

I want to hold you and never let you go
Want to cling to you tightly
But you'll never know

Unspoken feelings, unnoticed looks
Unknown longing
That i must bury in books

I want you to be the one
The one whose always there
How can i convey this to you
When i dont even know if you care

Want to be with you always
And whisper sweet nothings into your ear
Want to be beside you always
And know that you are near

Sweet innocent looks
Lifelong friends
Cant tell you how i feel
In case our friendship ends

So when you read this dont judge
Theres no deceit in between
My love is always here for you
Even if my feelings cant be seen.

Labels: I Miss Ros

Thursday, April 16, 2009 { 2:42 AM }

Woahh ! Today, mm..lets not talk bout today first, shall we ?
Lets talk bout yesterday...
Mmm.. Wake up at 11 plus. Bathe, play the guitar and off to school. I sneaked to get in the freaking school. Shhh.. Haha ! Wani, ayu and dewi fetched me. Pheww.. Haha. Then went straight to art room. Well, i freaked out when Mr Adrian C. was in that room..haha. Then, i went into the lib to get some air con uh.. And !! Guess what !?? Bump into Ros ! Awww, she kept looking at me. But i was shy uh. Myo went to the comp lab instead. Aiyaa.. Teacher wasn't there. Haha ! Great !!
Got bullied..

Sunday, April 12, 2009 { 8:51 PM }

Dearest love,
I hope this message finds you well
as these endless thoughts drip from my soul
every single word secretly paints a fairytale
of when we will melt into one...

eyes forfeit sight to the pain
cold scalpel's steel whispers tear at my very core
as I cling to memories of you
I am so scared...so scared...I need you with me

were the last words that I wrote for you enough to tell you
that in my death the light that shone through my painful darkness
was a blinding vision of your eternal smile?

it's me again,
is it me or am I wrong to be concerned?
will the beauty of your pen ever cross my eyes again?
was this all a lie? why?

were the last words that I wrote for you enough to tell you
that in my death the light that shone through my painful darkness
was a blinding vision of your eternal smile?

make it stop, make this pounding in my head stop
fill my lungs with air, give me one more day to make her dreams come true
she understands right? that I'm not coming back...
she understands right? that I'm not coming back...
make it stop, make the pounding stop
I'm not coming back, I'm not coming back, I'm not coming back...
I don't know what happened...who would have thought my life would end up like this?
I didn't mean to hurt her, not hurt her like this...I can't feel my legs
I can't feel my legs and I can't even cry...how could somebody die like this?

if my words ever reach you I'll assume you don't care
never knew that silence could cut so deep or that you could twist the blade
now I curse all of your beautiful lies..
I love you and goodbye...

were the last words that I wrote for you enough to tell you
that in my death the light that shone through my painful darkness
was a blinding vision of your eternal smile?

cold scalpel's steel whispers tear at my very core
as I cling to my memories of you.. (The Last Three Letters by Alesana)

Labels: To my memories of you

{ 8:41 PM }

(Early Mourning by Alesana)

Last night I forgot how the sound your voice whispered sweet
Goodbyes, your eyes left to die
I'm alone too
I don't stand why

Why not one more night
one last kiss good bye
my sweet love tonight
I hope the stars still spell out your name where you are...

Kiss my closings eyes
Help me sleep without you I'm so lost
Tonight I cry
Tell me why
I can't live without your warm embrace

Why not one more night
one last kiss good bye
my sweet love tonight
I hope the stars still spell out your name where you are...

I close my eyes and you are everything I see
Goodbye

Goodbye to you my love
I will forget you
I'll see you soon
Goodbye my love
Goodbye to you my love
I will forget you
Let me live..

Labels: Goodbye to you my love

{ 2:01 AM }

(Say Goodnight- Bullet For My Valentine)

Heaven's waiting for you
Just close your eyes and say goodbye
Hearing your pulse go on and on and on

[Pre-Chorus]
I live my life in misery
I'd sacrifice this world to hold you
No breath left inside of me
Shattered glass keeps falling

[Chorus]
Say Goodnight
Just sleep tight
Say Goodnight

Flowers laid out for you
So many colors leave me blind
Seeing your face reflect from our babies eyes

[Pre-Chorus]
[Chorus]

[Interlude X2]
So here I am, you're inside of me
So here I am, our world is over

[Bridge]
Here I am with you
I'm there till the end
Memories are calling
So farewell my friend

[Guitar Break]
Farewell my friend...

[Bridge]

Labels: ....

{ 1:52 AM }

(This is a song i made..
timing: about 3 minutes 26 seconds)

One by one,
the pieces are falling
and one by one,
the voices are calling
one by one,
there are screams in the night
and one by one,
each ones wil is losing the fight
one by one,
each ones secret encloses
and one by one,
everyones body decomposes
one by one,
their spirits are wandering
and one by one, theyre searching while pondering.

Labels: OneByOne

Wednesday, April 8, 2009 { 9:02 PM }

DEAD BLOGG !!
Sorry guys.. Im really lazy to blog. Really am. -.-

Currently, my favourite song is :
Sweet Valentine by We The Kings.
It's a good song.. Listen to it ! Hahah !

Ooo by the way, i know that mom has been reading my blog. I wasn't surprised. I KNOW. And i really really don't like it, mom. I need some privacy. Just a little bit. This child of yours really need it. If you understand, that's good enough. Thank you mom :)

I got to go now.. Bye !!
Keep On Rocking !

{ 9:02 PM }

Alright.. First of all, I KNOW MY BLOG IS D.E.A.D !! Needa update something. I wasn't in school this few weeks cause.. I got suspended. Hahah ! GREAT !! -.-
People kept asking when am i gonna get back to school..
Well, i really don't know how long is my suspension.. Maybe, i'll be back in school next month.