Tuesday, March 24, 2009
{ 4:40 AM }
Hey, i will not be in school for mm.. I don't know how long. Im gonna miss my friends.. Bye !
Saturday, March 21, 2009
{ 12:09 AM }
heyy ! Im actually outside right now.. Somewhere at Dowtown East. Haha. Using my phone to update this. Mendak sak. Now pat coffee shop ngah nk mam. Supp, my dad ngah angry cz i kept on texting something. Haix, padahal padahal ehk..
19th March was my... 17th birthday.. Didn't really celebrate it. Haha.. Mm, went to meet Zyn!! for awhile to pass her my camera cause she needed it for her class chalet, i guess. Haha..i didn't expect any present. Haha. But thank you so much for the famous amos heart shaped cookie ! I love it so damn much. Sweet :).. Then i went to meet up with my friends..
Go here go there.. Then malam we lepak. Balek at around 10pm plus. Feeling real exhausted..
Knocked off at 11 something..
Err, okay thats all arh..
O and to everyone who has celebrated and wished me those birthday wishes..and also the presents.. Haha, thank you so very much. Really appreaciated it :)..
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
{ 11:24 PM }
Photos of what happened in my life. Enough to tell what happened, okay!?? i'm lazy to blog every single stuffs. Lazy!! 2009, 4 Gallucci!!! :))
I want my peace,
I want control,
I want my mind,
I want my soul.
I need to wakeup,
And smile at the sun,
I need to be alive,
I need to stop the run.
I don't want to cry,
At the thought of reality,
All I want is peace,
and the end of brutality.
I need to reach my happy days,
I need the saddness to die,
I need to love who I am,
I need to not cry.
I'll be happy someday,
I'll find it someway,
But until then,
I'll be hoping,
For my tomorrow after my today.Labels: Gallucci :))
{ 10:44 PM }
HI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hey! i'm back blogging guys :)
Uhhh, there's soooooooo much to blog about. Really, soooo much and i don't know where to began. HAHA!
Okayyy...let's start on the
13th. Friday. We, the level 4s went for our learning journey. I had so much fun! That day school wasn't that great. Everyone seems to be sooooo freaking restless. End school at 12.30pm, and then i headed back home to get change. Had my shower. Put on my PE attire and snow cap... Didn't have enough to take my lunch :((,.. *CrukCruk*
RushRushRushRushRush...
Waited for Wani at the bp bus interchange, at around 1.55pm plus. She was late. Thought i was the one who was going to be late -.-"". Lol. But i didn't :))
Boarded the bus and we alight at the "mama shop". Ayumi and Crownieee was already there. Crownieee and i went to buy something first. HAHA! Then after buying that stuff, we went to block 5 to take a puff... Pheeew!!
Damn! We were supposed to be in school at 2.30pm and it was already 2.30 plus plus plus!! Guess everyone had boarded the bus ah. Crownieee and i ran like xiao. HAHAHAHA!
I HAD A VERY NASTY FALL. Booo-Hooo. Actually, i was trying to jump over this railing but i guess i wrongly estimated how high i should lift up my fucking legs, so sadly, my right leg hit the railing and.... WHAMPPP!! It was nasty. Very very nasty :((. From the scars, ouuuhh. Very painful. Luckily, Crownieee was there to help. Awwwwww :DD..
Labels: Gallucci :))
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
{ 9:12 PM }
(this is like, really random and suckish..but its mixed feelings of whats running through my mind that i had to let out) I am dying to be
what your wanting to see
but every breath i take
is just another mistake
in the cruel eyes of you
&&im no longer sure what to do
you filled me with hate
beat me in your insanity
no one can relate
to this pain that you gave me
and sinse your breakdown
ive seen the world differently
ways to cope are what ive found
things i do out of anger and stupidity
pop a bunch of pills, take them all.
slit my wrists or punch a wall
maybe even get really high
id rather die than have you see me cry
when will other people realize
the pointless-ness to our lives
we were all built upon hurtful lies
we'll be miserable until we die..
Labels: this hate that you gave me keeps saying; just let me burn. its what i deserve.