Saturday, January 24, 2009
{ 3:05 AM }
I tried to tell you I love you
but the words were hard to find.
I'm always thinking about you
you're the only one on my mind.
Oh why do I act so shy forever hiding my face
I should learn to laugh and not to cry put yourself in my place.
There were times I tried to kiss you but something told me no.
You wanted me to hold you but I
kept letting you go.
I'm afraid that I am not the "guy"
you've searched for all these years.
I will kindly leave now don't you cry
try to hold back your tears.
It's been so long I haven't seen you
for quite awhile
When I think of how we me met it only
brings back your smile.
I remember when I held you then and
told you we'd never part
I loved you then I love you now and
I'll hold you in my heart.Labels: I love you then...i love you now
Thursday, January 22, 2009
{ 10:47 PM }
This lie's become a part of me
For months, I've played this game
Acting like it doesn't hurt
Each time I hear her name
Ignoring what's inside of me
Pretending I've moved on
As if the feelings I once had
For her are somehow gone
Spending each and every day
With happiness and laughs
Forgetting all our memories
Avoiding photographs
But last night when I saw her
For the first time since she left
My heart stopped for a moment...
I couldn't catch my breath
When suddenly it hit me
As the tears started to flow
That even after all this time...
I just can't let her go
{ 10:10 PM }
"This lie's become a part of me
For months, I've played this game
Acting like it doesn't hurt
Each time I hear her name
Ignoring what's inside of me
Pretending I've moved on
As if the feelings I once had
For her are somehow gone
Spending each and every day
With happiness and laughs
Forgetting all our memories
Avoiding photographs
But last night when I saw her
For the first time since she left
My heart stopped for a moment...
I couldn't catch my breath
When suddenly it hit me
As the tears started to flow
That even after all this time...
I just can't let her go..."it's been so many years
since we last talked
and finaly we meet again
lets take a midnight walk
so many things
i'd like to say to you
don't know where to begin
but i feel this is true
your mean the world to me
hard to belive, i know
but i'll never let you down
please,let your feelings show
i have no idea
how you fell about me
i hope someday soon
you'll realy let me see
day after day i wonder
if you'd ever let me be yours again
just give me one last chance
i'd do anything for you to say you canLabels: You...
{ 3:05 AM }
Whooo !! Today, school was great. haha ! I keep on laughing throughout the day in school.My friends said that i'm retarded. Yup, that's who i am people...Thanks peeps for understanding me !PE lesson was absolutely crazy and at the same time tiring -.-...Mr. Aidil asked us to do four sets of sprinting. Whoaa, i love it so much ;)English lesson was great. As always...Ouhh, Mrs. Teo has promised to treat us, 4G, pizza !! Yeyyy!! Can't wait for tomorrow.. hahaaaa! Cause of the pizza lahh!During art lesson, i acted like a retard. Make my friends laugh at my stupid jokes :)...Psssst, Ms. Ang will look more "cuter" when she smile, well, if she didn't and was angry... Her face looks exactly like a BULLDOG!! hahaha! ehh, but it's true, you know.kay, don't wanna badmouthing bout her too much. sikit sikit bley. tee-heee..Break for 30 minutes... Go block 5. As usual... back to school a taround 2 plus. haha.Then poa lesson till 3... hmpff~. Feeling so fucking tired. Stayedback in school for a short while, to do some class decoration. NOOB !! Left the school ataround 4.30pm. Later, i'm going for my tuition till 9.30pm. Gosh ! :((Tomorrow, Cny celebration in school. wtf! Noob!Kay, that's all. Byee ;D *kisses*" a heart that i could borrow"
do you have a heart that i could borrow?
one that isn't drained?
one that isn't shattered?
one that isn't shamed?
one that hasn't been let down one that isn't torn?
one that isn't tattered?
one that isn't worn?
could i use it for a while?
could i trade you for a day?
could you hold mine for a moment
and take all the pain away?
Labels: staring blankly at the dark wondering what death would be like...
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
{ 12:12 AM }
"dont call me baby"
tell me that youll be here
i dont wanna hear maybe
if youre gonna run away from me
dont call me baby
tell me that youre gonna stay
i dont wanna go crazy
if youre gonna leave me
dont call me baby
tell me that youre loyal
i dont wanna keep fading
if youre gonna hide from me
dont call me baby
tell me that you wont be gone
i dont wanna hear maybe
if youre gonna lie to me
dont call me baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Labels: Don't call me......
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
{ 11:11 PM }
Whoo Everyone is In!
*Diena, *Susan, Faiz, Baz, *Pam, Nad, Izen...
Jermine, Michelle & *Nik ;)
*Craig , Afiq, Hadzril, Faiz...
*Nik, *Pam, *Wanie, Nad, *Ayumi & *Susan.
Boo !! Haha, nothing much to blog about today.. Boring !!!
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School was okay okay uhh. Maths lesson.... mendak nak mampos ! Didn't understand the topic that Mdm Mary had taught. Wtf ! Umm, yeyy. Tomorrow there is PE lesson. Great! Can't wait for tomorrow...
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. Bluuppp~. Kay uhh that's all. Got to go !!
My adorable 4G darlinks ;0
Izen, Faiz, Pam, Me & Nad :)
Labels: I feel alive;I feel undead. Pumping new life through these veins
Monday, January 19, 2009
{ 11:17 PM }
Hey, sorry, haven't been blogging..Yeasterday, i skipped maths lesson. Only attend her lesson for 30 minutes, tee-heehee :). Me, Jermine and Nadia went to the canteen and bought some food during the lower sec recess then school ended at 12.30pm. BEST! After that, my members and i, lepak at block 5. Pheww~ took a puff at last. Cannot tahan already lei. haha :).. Ouhh, something disgusting happend to me after the rest of the members left that place and left only...Pam, me, izen, michelle. Well, errrm~~.. nahh, reluctant to tell uhh. Hmpf! Kimak!!! Was so fucking disgusted by that fucking old man who. "tk tao yang dier tu dh tua, lagek nk mengurat. Kimak!! sot sak otak!!"Skip, skip, skip...We left block 5 and tahen i met up with my sis, Mel :)Rindu ko sangat sangat tao dok.I accompanied mel to JP. I applied for a job too at "COOL". Cool! haha, crap -.-Reached home at around 8pm and then i went to meet up with my family at lot 1 to had our dinner ;0...I miss you**Skip, skip, skip...Today....There is nothing much going on today. School was quite okay uhh.I was late for school today..Twice! Haha :)C&M lesson was fun. Super super fun. Miss Ms Toh's class so much actually. O, i miss ROY DIBIE the most!Maths lesson was next, arrgh... was mendak to the core but managed to follow what Mdm Mary had taught us. English lesson was cool ;). Mrs Teo was indeed a cool lady too, haha. I love her lesson.Recess.. was as usual.Malay lesson was gler!Assembly, was bored...Break for 30 mins. Go block 5 again. Meet memebers lah sak.Art lesson was next. 2 hours. Bored... Okey dokey, time to go peeps! That's all :)Thanks for reading and viewing my fucking crap blog :))Labels: Pam is a retard so am i...
Thursday, January 1, 2009
{ 9:49 PM }
Hey! I'm back!!
Happy Fucking New Year!!
Today's the first day of school. Great! Great! Great!
I miss all of my dearly friends, haha, especially Pamela Kok Hui Wen!! haha! Pssst, she's cuuuuuuutttttteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~!! Ouh, but too bad, she's taken uhh. haha! Crap!
Maybe later, i'm gonna hit the gym. haha :)
Ouhh, okay, that's all uhh... Pssst, I love **you, or should i phrase it, umm i miss you instead. haha!
Reasons, WHY i love you:-
~I can be myself when I am with you. Betul Betul Betul.
~Your idea of romance is dimlights, softmusic, and just the two of us..haha!
~Because you make me feel like,like, like I have never felt before.
~I can tell you anything, and you won't be shocked. >,< ~Your undying faith is what keeps the flame out of love alive ~You and me together, we can make
magic. Awwww..
~We're a perfect match..haha, errm guess so.
~Thinking of you, fills me with a wonderful feeling.. always.
~Your love gives me the feeling, that the best is still ahead.
~You never give up on me, and that's what keeps me going.
~You are simply irresistible
~I love you because you bring the best out of me.
~Your terrific sense of humor
~Everytime I look at you, my heart misses a beat.~You're the one who holds the key to my heart
~You always say what I need to hear (You are perfect)..
~You have taught me the true meaning of love. Really..
Well, love is,
what you mean to me - and you mean everything.
You are my theme for a dream.
I have had the time of my life and I owe it all to you.
When I look into your eyes, I can see your heart.
Your love for me is a natural anti-depressant.
I love to hear your voice.
I miss you....
~Your love has helped me to rediscover myself.
~Your love is an effective anti-dote to despair. I'm addicted to it!!
~I love to wake up with you by my side...It makes my days better.
~You always make me feel that you are by my side no matter what.
~I love that feeling of being secure when you wrap your arms around me.
~I love the way you keep your cool when I do something stupid.. Errrm, haha!
~Just being with you feels like I can defy the whole world. O.O'"
~I like your small gestures that speak volumes about how much you care.
~I love the way you treasure the gifts that I gave you.. i hope so :)
And, of-course, You mean the world to me.
Labels: I just miss you too much
My Lover. My Life. My Shorty. My Wife.
