Sunday, November 16, 2008
{ 11:51 PM }
Every wish becomes a curse
Every curse becomes a blessing...
Im your forgotten dream,
broken and unseen....
My gun to your head, your knife to my neck....our last words...iloveyou
Slash your wrist, your just wishing you'll miss.
I sit alone in my corner, all I need is my guitar and i'll survive....
iloveyou no matter what, no matter how much it hurts, I'll always spill my heart out for you.
would you miss me when I'm gone? .....
Listen To :
"Where We Started" by Eyes Set To kill
It's a great song :)
Labels: Losing My Mind Feeling Lost And Lonely.....
Thursday, November 13, 2008
{ 1:52 AM }
Why?
Why does my heart kept on beating
Why does my lungs kept on breathing
And why does my mind kept on remembering .....
The happy days that we had,
and the joy that it brings I don't know exactly why
You said those bitter words goodbye
And that is the reason why
My body and soul slowly dies
My heart is full of agony
And my lips only speaks irony
Because I always say you're just nothing to me
But the real thing was you mean everything to me
I don't know how to start
Because I'm torn apart
And I don't know where to go
Because the ghost of you always follow
My mind is lyng
My heart is aching
My eyes kept on crying
And my soul is slowly dying
So why does the birds go on singing
Why does the leaves kept on falling
And why does the trees kept on swaying
Don't they know that I'm here,
desperately dying....
Labels: Why?
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
{ 1:22 AM }
Hmmmmm......
My complex thoughts and emotional anxiety can be explained with such a simple word.
you ..
A deep emotion, love, has intervened with my life.
"Love", it's the strongest of all emotions. It causes such beauty and warmth while embraced, yet when neglected it causes pain and suffering.
Why does the one emotion that has the effect of creating such beauty neglect me?
Will you listen to this sad rockstar's plea, I beg you search for a sign; a glimpse of hope, that something between us is still possible. Surely there's a way to redeem myself so that we may be together?
No, there's no redemption from here. And so, in my sorrow, I turn to the one thing that heals my angst filled heart. The precious moments we shared together. And as I reflect, I cannot help but to be blinded by your beauty, one that emits a glow, the very glow that reflects on my hurting heart; a form of healing. Though, the thoughts that heal my heart result in reminding me of the agony I'm trying to escape from.
I am stuck in vicious circle.
I have nowhere to turn.
I pray that you be with me; quench my eternal thirst with your presence. I cannot go on much further without you…
Labels: love
My Lover. My Life. My Shorty. My Wife.
Ahh! Caught!
